Look Back

Society is wickedly bent out of shape with its hyped up ideals about ‘letting go’! While I concede that it’s quite irrelevant to dwell on an entity that cannot be changed, it’s perfectly okay to think/talk/laugh about it! Why must we be so eager to ‘let go’ and ‘not look back’?

And how does this pertain to me? Because I haven’t been able to make peace with my [borderline mentally unhealthy] emotions ~ resulting in a guilt that has already begun to fester within me. I can only be thankful that I have enough willpower and common sense not to let said emotions drive me insane.

What I feel today, right now ~ I cannot change. These emotions are the vehicle which will move me into the person that I will be tomorrow.